September 18, 2020

For months now I’ve been struggling heavily with anxiety. When I first went into the hospital 2 years ago and found out I had a mass in my brain I had been having severe anxiety for 3 months along with what I thought were panic attacks every day. Looking back I believe that the panic attacks were actually seizures. Since COVID/isolation began, I started feeling the extreme anxiety again. And recently I started feeling the physical sensations again of what I thought were panic attacks. This happened again yesterday – and then my husband Steve noticed that my mouth seemed to be drooping again on the left side and my speech was slurred here and there. I did have my latest MRI on Sept 15th and I’m awaiting the results. Really, there is nothing I can do at this point but wait to find out what is going on in my head now. My drooping and slurring did end up correcting themselves yesterday, thankfully! Then today Steve noticed it happening again slightly. He said he noticed it most when I was talking so I asked if he wanted me to read something to him. I decided to read the different pins I have downloaded from Pinterest. This blog is just me being me and reading pins that hit home with me. I am OK. I will find out early next week what my results are and I’ll make another blog letting you all know. Thanks for watching and listening to my heart. xoxo

Have Courage & Be Kind.